if there was one thing i could have said to you, it would be "i lied to you".. but it didn't matter at that time cause i wasn't lying.. i didn't want it to continue.. and that caused a pain in me, the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling. When your heart is broken, your boats are burned: nothing matters any more. It is the end of happiness and the beginning of peace. heck, i'm not good at expressing myself, so i just copied that bloody quote from somewhere, but its exactly how i feel.. i admit, i ended what we had and now i regret it, cause u gave me what i wanted but i never did appreciate it.. i've been pushing my feelings aside, and you'll never see me sad.. i've learned how to keep it inside all this time..
whats oreo without milk.? or rather milo.? for you to decide.. (=
back to todays tittle, damaged love receptors.. you know how it is our body have pain, heat and pressure receptors.? well, i guess there's such a thing called the "love" receptors, and i have a strong feeling that they are either not working properly or it doesn't have its normal sensitivity to love anymore.. heheee.. or it could be because i haven't moved on.. all i need is a second chance, just one more is all i need.. i don't know whether you'll be reading this, but if u do, i'll be glad that u know how i feel..