todays tittle is....

if there was one thing i could have said to you, it would be "i lied to you".. but it didn't matter at that time cause i wasn't lying.. i didn't want it to continue.. and that caused a pain in me, the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling. When your heart is broken, your boats are burned: nothing matters any more. It is the end of happiness and the beginning of peace. heck, i'm not good at expressing myself, so i just copied that bloody quote from somewhere, but its exactly how i feel.. i admit, i ended what we had and now i regret it, cause u gave me what i wanted but i never did appreciate it.. i've been pushing my feelings aside, and you'll never see me sad.. i've learned how to keep it inside all this time..

whats oreo without milk.? or rather milo.? for you to decide.. (=

back to todays tittle, damaged love receptors.. you know how it is our body have pain, heat and pressure receptors.? well, i guess there's such a thing called the "love" receptors, and i have a strong feeling that they are either not working properly or it doesn't have its normal sensitivity to love anymore.. heheee.. or it could be because i haven't moved on.. all i need is a second chance, just one more is all i need.. i don't know whether you'll be reading this, but if u do, i'll be glad that u know how i feel..

ANOTHER UPDATE AFTER A million billion trillion years

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guess who's back..
yes its me...
i'm sure no one has been visiting my blog..
but because i have pictures, i just felt like blogging...



a week before..
INTERNATIONAL WEEK :
some inter-class competition we had to do about countries..

my class chose to do ITALY!

me and my creation, The Leaning Tower Of Pisa me showing my belly to you.. (= me the BOSS, instructing my models what to do.. so called "models" >.<third place.. sad shit..

then saturday, party at lun's place..

finally get to see them besties again after a million billion trillion years...

both of us had to cook for everyone.. chun lehh..i only remembered the "sakai" here kacau me, and hahaa... she kena balikwine and poker chips... has my name all over it.. the "sakai" and the cowboy in the sakai's hoodie

the cowboy winning money, hence the wide benedict smile..
is that me.?? i bet its kapohs leg lorhh... am i right.?? my hands look freaking scary-ing thin..

TA-DAA.. thats all for maybe this month and next.. visit this blog on 23/03/09

cheerrrrssss (=

update.??

F.I.R. was not bad.?? i'm not a chinese music addict and in addition to that i'm no good in chinese, but but most of the songs they sang that day, i heard aleast once before.. BUY express tickets for the bloody theme park at genting, the girls were suppose to catch the 11o'clock bus but they missed it.? then they missed the 12.00o'clock bus.. damn -.- and see they wasted 2 hours.. back to the express tickets, buy them, its worth it, its only 10~20 bucks more than the norm tics.. spent 5 hours for 3 rides.. pathetic.. after the rides, rushed for the concert and had a "walking dinner".. dad was waiting at the entrance with the tickets.. went in, listened, went out.. after the concert, went to the cafe to meet them.. then habis cerita..

01. Do you think you're hot?
- when i'm in the kitchen cooking.. YES!!
02. Upload your favourite picture of you.
-
03. Why do you like that picture?
- because i'm dammmmnnnn tall!! (=
04. When was the last time you ate PIZZA?
- ehhhh, ermmm, this week, tuesdayy.. i sorta baked it myself!!
05 The last song you listened to.
- its all coming back to me now - meatloaf
06. What are you doing right now besides this?
- playing my brothers transformer game on ps3
07. What name could you prefer besides yours?
- never thought bout it..
People to tag:
- yaplilian
- chinshihxuan
- ngminhui
- cherylteh
- nghweeling
08.Who is number 1?
- she's my girlfriend.. (= but i'm not sure if we're still together.?? haha.. we tend to break up with each other depending on our moods..
09. Number 3 is having a relationship with?
- i seriously dont know.?
10. Say something about number 5?
- she's gonna sell really really cute cupcakes.. i hope.. (= cause i would be her first customer...
11. How about number 4?
- she was a girl that wanted to buy the shirts i sold and now she's a friend of mine!! (=
12. Who is number 2?
- number two is chin shisha xuann!! (= she's the orange of my life... lol....
Numero Dos*
Fill the people in below!!*
Answer the questions truthfully.
1. soonenlin
2. gohyichin
3. yaplilian
4. tanweilun
5.simsonsim
01. Have you ever danced with number 3?
- liliannnn, if u see this, u tell me whether i'm right or not.. cause if my memory serves me right, i dont think we did..
02. Where did you meet number 5?
- in school
03. Have you ever gotten drunk with number 4?
- yes
04. Have you seen number 2 naked?
- haha, i dont think so...
05. Have you ever seen 5 in a swimsuit?
- if surf pants count, yeah
06. Do you like number 1?
- yes man, i tell u right.. i tried to kao her before, but i failedd... hahaa... i'm just kidding yo!!
07. Have you ever met 4s Family?
- yess
08. Do you know 2s middle name?
-
09. Have you ever eaten anything in front of 3?
- yes
10. Do you trust number 5?
- sometimess..
11. Have you ever fought with number 1?
- i dont remember.. have i.??
12. When’s the last time you talked to 3 in person?
- that day i went out with her, i dont remember whenn.. yeah, that day lah..
13. Are any of your top 5 family?
- nope
14. Have you ever done something dangerous with number 1?
- err,, i dont think sooo..
15. Have you ever slept in the same bed with number 5?
- err, maybe.. i'm not sure.. i cant rememberr...
16. Do you think 1 and 5 would make a good couple
- no comment.. -.- wth
17. Would 3 do anything for you?
- she would DIE for me...!! i just said that.. (=
18. Has 2 ever helped you out?
- yeah, i'm sure he has..
19. Have you ever slept in the same bed as number 4?
- same, maybe, i'm not sure...
20. Which have you known the longest?
- number 4, tanweilun
21. Who have you known the shortest?
- number 3, yapliliann
22. Have you had a crush on 1-5?
- nope
23. Have you ever done anything illegal with number 4?
- yes gua.?
24. Will 1 - 5 repost this?
- 1 already did this post, 2 doesnt blog, he just blog hops, 3 is in portdickyson and i dont know whether she would repost it.. hahaa.. 4 and 5 also doesnt have a blog...


DOES THIS COUNT AS AN UPDATE.?? I'LL FILL THE BLANKS IN ermmm, IN TIME.... (= SO SO SO STAY TUNED... THIS IS ACTUALLY A GIMMICK TO MAKE YOU GUYS VIEW MY BLOG NOW AND AFTER I FILL IN THE BLANKS.. THIS WAY I ONLY NEED TO POST ONE POST TO MAKE TWO UPDATES!!!! FUSSHHHH!! DAMN SMART RIGHT.?? konon-nya.. hahhaaa

milky wayy....

Happy Birthday, SU WEI..!!!!

nyahahahaaaaaa...

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